i remember what it was like when i was in china and i couldn't communicate with other people because of language barriers... and it was frustrating, but expected...
saturday i woke up and my voice was gone... mostly... we went and did the whole scenic hwy bit and my voice was in and out... then sunday it was worse... and yesterday i called in sick... today i'm back at work and my voice is still failing... what is frustrating is that i don't feel sick - i have a cough and no voice, but no pain, no sneezing, runny nose, no sore throat... just some mucus deep down in my chest, some coughing and a lack of normal vocal communication...
in my mind i'm not sick... i could just start talking or singing with normal inflection at any point... in my head... but then i open my mouth to talk and there is either no sound or a very raspy voice that fades in and out... it's like every other word will be there...
but i have heard that raspy voices can be attractive... so maybe God's using it in my life to help me find a man... maybe not... so far it's just gotten me pity and sarcasm... my two favorite things...
i guess i'll just keep taking medicine, drinking hot tea like it's ice cold lemonade on a hot summer day, and keep going with my day...
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